Throughout this last pregnancy I grew to love Jake in a way that I have never known. I trusted him with every thought and worry of my heart. He listened and wiped away every tear. While in the hospital on the night that I began to have pain and swelling, the doctor induced labor and I wanted nothing more than to have Jake near me. He rushed to the hospital in the middle of the night and I remember the exact moment I finally saw his figure in the doorway. He was my strength and my support that night when I had to deliver our baby much too early. He held my hand every minute. I wrapped my arms around his neck when it was time to push and I continued to hold onto him for many moments after that when the tears were too great to bear alone. We have been through the darkest of nights together, hand in hand.
I have been blessed with an amazing husband that is aware of my deepest needs. He extends himself again and again to lift me and comfort me and love me.
He felt now that he was not simply close to her, but that he did not know where he ended and she began. ~Leo Tolstoy
3 comments:
Tifani,
I am so happy you are doing this blog. I am pretty sure I will cry each time I read one of your posts. I am so thankful that you have Jake. He is such an amazing husband to you. I love you so much and wish you were already home in Arizona. I look forward to reading your most precious thoughts and feelings on this blog. Love you.
Good for you tif. When I read your posts, I felt so much more at ease about you. I think about you daily and knowing that you have this outlet for you grief make me feel a little better about you. I look forward to more of your posts (sometimes it just feels good to cry) It doesn't matter that I haven't recently experienced a loss like yours, I need to be reminded of all the good things in my life and thinking of you and reading your blog does that for me. So, Thanks. love you.
This is beautiful. So much solemnity and a feeling of reverence. I am so proud of you. You are like a rock, the strongest woman I know. I am grateful, grateful to be a part of your life, just knowing you makes me a better person.
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